About Me

My photo
My blog is about me and what I like and what I do. It's for those who love and know me and want to peek inside my head and heart.

Monday, December 12, 2011

I want to be able to let go

How sweet is this!
I totally would use this. Not only would I use it for all my fabulous parties, but I would also keep it full of ice water with oranges and limes all summer long. I LOVE it!
Christmas toes.
I enjoyed painting these Christmas toes.
Christmas is sort of annoying me today. I am annoyed at myself actually. I'm annoyed that I am letting the hustle and bustle of the Christmas season get to me. I am annoyed that I am letting it stress me out.
For instance, I am awaiting a few items to come in the mail so that I can send my parcels out. Any other time of year this would not bother me, but right now it's super annoying. I even ordered with plenty of time to get here, be wrapped, and sent out.
It's so not even a big deal though, so why do I let it bother me?
I am supposed to be enjoying the season of giving...and receiving of course.
I love all the parties.
I love reading Elliott books about Jesus and attempting to show my 1 year old the true meaning of Christmas.
I enjoy baking and sharing the baking with those that I love.
I love listening to Christmas music, and usually I love shopping for gifts...as long as I don't let the commercialism get to me.
I want to be able to let go. Breath in and then breath out the stress. I don't need it or want it.

The other thing that's been eating at me as of late is trying to get disability payments. I'm sure that is not what they are called but I am disabled at the moment and I qualify for payments so what's the freakin issue???
I'll tell you the freakin issue: picky ICBC workers, Difficult ex boss, an EI office that does not answer their phone ever, and a lawyer who I think may forget I exist.
My legs hurt people! Can't you just freakin make it happen??? It's less than a grand a month, it's not like this esthetician made much money!!! Argh!!!

Breath IN....
Blow out all that negativity.
It will come together...
maybe not today...
But is most definitely will.


  1. ooo, right next to it is the pretty 18pc wine glasses J just brought home!
    Nice toes!

  2. I will teach her the real meaning of christmas, don't you worry.